My Alpha

December 31st is a special day. To most, it’s New Year’s Eve, but to me, it’s more than that…much more: it’s Alpha’s and my anniversary—of the day we met.

On the last day of the year, Alpha and I crossed paths for the first time. It was a chance meeting, no introduction by friends was made, just two people swimming along in the vast ocean of humanity bumping into each by chance.

Or was it just chance?

Alpha is a man of faith; He believes God brought us together. I don’t know what I believe other than I feel it is nothing short of a miracle that two people who lived thousands of miles apart somehow found their way to each other.

The road that brought us together was long and rough and potholed with heartbreak—for both of us. The wreckage of two failed marriages littered the highway in my wake; one failed marriage and one that had ended when cancer came calling, was strewn behind Alpha. Both of us thought we would never find love again. I didn’t even want to try; I was too damaged.

And then from out of the blue, bump, there was Alpha. We talked a little, and I remember thinking He seemed like a nice man, so friendly and open. So instead of walking away, I hesitated, and we talked a little more.

Over the course of a few weeks, we became friends. And I found myself liking this sweet, funny man I had stumbled across…then more than liking. We were so compatible it was uncanny

I was the one who made the first sexual innuendo. The rest is history.

We fell in love before D/s was ever mentioned, before Alpha told me He wanted that kind of relationship with me. I loved Him, so I listened and learned. And in doing so, found that what He offered, I had been unconsciously searching for all my life.

Alpha is my soulmate. I could no more stop loving Him than I could stop breathing. I told Him not too long ago that He is all that is right and good in my life, and it is true.

Happy December 31st, my Alpha. I loved You yesterday, I love You today, and I’ll love You tomorrow. And if the fates that be and God wills, I’ll love You for all of eternity.


I wasn’t wanting
Wasn’t looking
Wasn’t even hoping…

For love

But I found it

With You

And You gave more…

A shoulder for me to lean on
Strong arms to hold me close
Strength of will to temper my spirit
Knowledge to unlock the fire inside me

A love without conditions

I kneel to You and only You

You are my best friend
My confidant
My soulmate
My lover
My man
My Daddy

You are everything to me

I love You
It’s that simple, and that complicated
Since the day…
You merely traded Your heart for mine


34 thoughts on “My Alpha

  1. Lovely story.

    I believe God brought me and Mr Man together. I was in my mid 20s and had only been on a few dates in high school. I had never been in a relationship and didn’t believe I ever would be. He was a year out from a break up with a woman who he had thought was “the one.” We became friends then more than friends. I had never felt with so safe or accepted by anyone.

    My feelings for Mr Man echo your poem to Alpha. I wish you and Alpha many more happy years together.

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  2. It is indeed the day that took me in an entirely different direction than I could have ever imagined. One that I will always be grateful for, never forget, and never regret. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, baby. I will spend the rest of my life making sure you know that you are loved, cherished, and adored each and every day. And I will keep you protected and safe. And after I die I do not want my eulogy to stress my worldly accomplishments, but to show that my magnum opus was how well I loved you. You and you alone are my source of joy and happiness in this earthly realm. And I love you with every fiber of my being and every breath I take. — Your Alpha.

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  3. And You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don’t know what I might have done in this life to deserve being loved by You, but I do know I will never take that love for granted. You are my life. You are my forever love … ❤

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  4. This is a beautiful post. Like both of you, HisLordship and I cherish every moment of our second chance at happiness through a life together. I wish you and Alpha a very happy anniversary Kat and a happy new year. missy ❤️

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  5. Amazing! I think what you know as alpha I do as ALiF. Pretty scary stuff, that’s why I keep the ‘i’ small in it. But, person, idea, or whatever it is… It is amazing. Let’s me switch imagination. Perhaps you know what I mean.

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